< im bit annoyed with one deaf woman who visited me today, i was being NICE, only to share my wine which I cellard for 10 years and only to find her texting other people, reading one of the 'easiest to read article but extremely outdated' but she reading like 'to pretend to know everything about it' its just rude and pathetic, she not coming here again ( I said)...i dont like jealous deafies, damn oh she's a teacher aides, well Deaf resources person (wow whoope Big words) ...but havent got a freakn clue what I do, or what i study...
even said 'read all of that?' remember it all?
i mean wtf who does she thinks she is?
she cant read Anything like i do
i hate those jealous morons,get a life huh? id must say, im not al for education education raving, im looking rat a much bigger picture, and no, i dont wanna go on about that, i keep the best and more complext bits to myself, for good reasons.
urgh.
sometime, being nice just back fires for some onknow bullshit reasons of one or another... its stupid
in this days of 'professionalism' shit its like really weird...im like a marxist student of the 1980-1990's, wear veery european types of clothes, and i dont really get that materialistic, (but i do on some things, but its not because i 'had to show' i dont i LIKE that...) its hard to explain om one of those stranges ones...slightly aloof, but can talk alot with the right person/group...im not a comformist i might say...its a 'hearing thing' but im not so sure about that now, but to the unintiated/or uneducated yes i am 'hearingish' in terms of fashion or material-orientation -wise... blah i thnk thats enough..