Welcome to the ALLDEAF I am sure you will enjoy here.
Well, I have a CI for a year now, and doesn't really wear it that often. I thought the CI could help me to learn to talk, but it don't. I can't learn because my CI don't give me the hear that good. I only wear it when I go to movie theater, etc. Also CI give me headaches when over wearing it or even I start put on CI, it give me watery eyes in pain. I was not really happy with my CI. Also my family kept begging me to wear the CI while are kinda annoying to me. Being honestly I wish I never get a CI myself..
But some CI worked for some deaf people, I have lot of friends who wear CI and talks. They are lucky.
You didn't say you were either born hearing or deaf so I had to look for your old post and found this; http://www.alldeaf.com/754622-post179.html
so now I know you were deaf all your life meaning born deaf.
So you are saying that you went and got a ci last year because you thought it will help you learn to talk. Was that only reason? I am curious, did you take your time to researches all stuffs on CI ?
You said you had CI for a year and it still give you watery eyes whatever.. for a year? How often did you see your audie for mapping. If you had your mapping done LESS often then that is not great way to make it work.
Go see your audie and have your program remapping so you don't get watery eyes.
When I got mine, I started out with loud within my comfort level and threshold level. and had to re-up several times now I see my audie each year if necessary.
CI don't automatically make you learn to talk faster. It takes time. Did you take speech therapy at all? If not then that's the reason for your disappointment.
I didn't start my therapy right after my activation which was in 2003. I had to be on waiting list to get in and now I finally started last year(2006) and still going to my sessions (I got 5 more sessions to go before summer semester start at UofAz) I was told I am getting more intelligible than day one that I walked in. The reason I took Aural Rehab. and Speech Therapy is because CI sounded different than what I went thru with my HA so my speech and modulation was sort of whacked.
What brand do you have? If it is Cochlear's maybe you can try different speed and make it less loud to get used to it. If your audie don't agree with you then find other audie that will make change for you. You need to give details of pain and such. Cochlear's website have a forum which you could share your issues and see what they can help you and help you use your CI to fullest potential than give it up. (think of it as learning to ride bike, you don't give up if you fall down first time right? )
Don't give up too easily.. You can't let it work for you, you have to work hard to make it work for you.
Ok that's enough for me eh