Sorry to jump in on your threat I am a hearing person with something to day about CIs don't worry I'm not pushing them on something first off the thought of a CI is scary and i think I would rather be deaf having some item implanted in your brain not for me also I have worked with babied with CIS they get them very very very young like 3-4 months old and even then they struggle with ways to verbalize and learn speech its also confusing for them because some times they can hear some times they can't I am so not part or the CI band wagon, in my opinion if you want to go voice off go voice off the people around you will learn to communicate with you and respect your wishes if you show them that is truly what you want.