AlaskaStar
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Wirelessly posted
I don't know where or who else to turn. Something bad happened to me earlier this week, I couldn't tell anyone. Then this person just completely humiliated me today. All my friends and family were no more after this person spoke to everyone I knew. I realized I just lost everybody. I am sitting here trying to convince myself to not do anything stupid. I don't know what to do anymore. I literally have no one to talk to. I am not a very emotional person, its a scary feeling to feel this depressed with many thoughts passing through my heads. Its a land of tugowar for me right now.
Well, I had that happen to me the day after I lost my hearing. SO my solution was pretty simple. I went to the hardware store and bought .22 caliber concrete nail charges. They work in my Walther P22 pistol I waited till everyone was in the same room. I pulled out the P22, pointed it at myself and pulled the trigger. I soon discovered who actually cared and who didn't.
Sadly, nobody in the room gave a darn.
That was a tough pill to swallow.
Oh, and when you get to the end of your rope, tie a knot in it and hang on, because that horse ain't done pulling you through the blackberry patch!
-Chris