Yeah, I can understand what you mean about " brutal deaths " that you are scared of. BUT, what I am tryin' to explain about " hell " ( in my other thread ) that could be the WORSE than brutal deaths. It's WORSE than you'd ever imagine. I am not jokin' about this, my dear friend. If, you read that I talk about hell, it shows that I really care about you and people that I know of. That hell is verrrrry UGLY and BARREN place to go to. It ain't that pretty comparin' to " brutal deaths ". Hell is the worse frightenin' place than what a person scared of on this earth. You know why I said that ? It's because, a soul can live forever rather than the physical body. That physical body don't live and that you will experience " brutal death "... you will NOT be able to feel them after brutal death. Maybe, only for a short time to experience the horrible pains thru it, but that won't take you very long because, of death will take place. And, even thou if someone found you layin' on the ground or floor after brutal .. that horrible pains you experience and still alive, then someone will call 911 for help to take you to the hospital. Doctors/nurses will give you some pain medications.
I know one deaf woman ( not from this AD ) in my local area, she shared her story with me about her mother who just passed away in 2 weeks ago. She explained to me that one of her kins heard her mother scream in a chair, because of her breathin' started to stop. She was diabetes and have high blood pressure and overweight in her 70's ( age ). She stopped breathin' and one of her kins called 911 and the paramedics took her to the hospital. They put all the IV's in her to keep her heart/oxygen in lungs runnin'. They gave her morphine shots... obviously she was in pain. She has 2 tubes in her mouth to give her some oxygen to breathe in and out while she was in deep sleep. When she woke up one day, she saw herself in the hospital and all the IVs around her, she pulled all the IVs off from her and screamed. She hates hospital. The doctor/nurses had to wrap her both wrists on each bed's rail to keep her from pullin' them out. She told her daughter ( one deaf woman ) that she was afraid to die and she forced herself to keep awake... refused to sleep. She was Christian for a long time, but that's somethin' she NEVER had experienced " death " before. That's what made her afraid to face. I mean, reallllly face it that she was afraid of. She had nooo idea of what that might be like to die. Soo, her daughter told her that the doctor will operate on her to fix her heart with one of her veins ( take one out from one of her legs ). In fact, she will never make it, because of all her veins were very small and her arteries were about to close in, startin' from her swollen legs. She felt no pains with the help of morphine throughout 3 days. When the 3rd day approached, her health began to deteriorated. Her daughter was there to spend the last time with her and witnessed her death. Her mother told her daughter in homemade signin' and pointed at the ceilin'..sayin' " Beautiful " over and over and over and, then sayin' " Thank God " ... " Thank God " ... repeatly. She wasn't afraid to die anymore AFTER she saw heaven openin' up for her to go to. She even told her doctor that she was ready to die. You see, that is what I am meanin' about " death " is nothin'... but, you mentioned of " extreme pains "... there's always help out there via pain medications and all. There's no reason to be scared of... that's all for a while/or temporary. It won't be very long. People will always be takin' care of under the doctor's care until then .....
I am soo sorry for typin' this loooong letter. But, I would like to share this with you and viewers in this thread.