My VR Update: My counselor was very nice and understanding (it also helped that he is also deaf, made me feel great that someone knows exactly how I feel). He's more fluent in ASL and had a interpreter with him and I thought that was really cool. I explained to him I was raised oral, Never took ASL classes but I want to. No one in my family is deaf, that the little previous town I lived in I worked mostly fast food and cashier/customer service jobs. He understand why every job didn't work out for me and also feels that I was discriminated against in many jobs, as well as some interviews. I get the impression that he's been there done that and sympathizes with me on that level.
I told him I'm trying to learn ASL online because I really want to become fluent enough to use it and I know I do need it in my life. He did said while taking classes or learning online is a great idea, the best way to become more fluent is to get involved with the local deaf community. Not to be shy (which I am in person lol) and to just go out there, meet people. Unlike the last town I went to a deaf social that had all teenagers (awkward for me because I can't relate to them anymore), this is a bigger city and theres a variety of age groups so he encourages me to try.
What he wants to do is try to get me a state job (which I am all for that!) he said in my city theres at least 46 positions for the deaf/hard of hearing. There are programs to get me through an assessment and finding a job that takes about 2 months or longer to do. But because I've never been through VR, never looked for help, been through what I've been through and my unemployment is running out he wants to get the ball rolling faster for me.
There are also programs that can help me learn ASL, prepare for interviews, get help my my self esteem, and this program isn't open to the general public and is pretty pricey, but VR can take care of the prices which is really great to know I really need something like that.
They could help me with a hearing aid but because the one I currently have on they can only assist me with that if it is broken or I don't have one. Which I understand that. At least now I know where to go to if I have a hard time getting the next one.
All in all, I feel hopeful in this. It's really nice to know I can get help finding a job. Right now I'm just waiting on my overall approval (good thing I brought my audio-grams with me)