My key point and this is essential to my feelings, thought and doings in the matter is that the letters are far too disciplined to symbolism for Gail Burstyn's unhappy coincidence of having John Lennon die "exactly six years" later on her birthday be only chance.
Gabriel should not have attacked me he should have arrested her.
The whole thing is probably the meanest story you've ever heard. I'm dirt poor and never had any thought of crossing paths with John Lennon, but tormentors in Pennsylvania, who deafened me, wired me in to the framework of his assassination and left me holding a strange sort of cinerama bag, from a bundle of letters that emulated The Outsiders, a book that was read to me at the school as a child where all this happened.
Obviously you could be very cruel to the mind of a schizophrenic and tell them that the world isn't round or that 911 was their imagination. A lot of people feel no guilt about just spouting propaganda to the effect that I'm wrong, that the letters don't exist, that it is pointless to examine them, to see what they really say and acknowledge what was done, but I have copies of them. Her name isn't made up. They discuss openly the murder of Martin Luther King and then scratch out the plan to do it to Lennon.
Gabriel may have even believed that Mt. Desert Island was an attempt to make me think something went on that wasn't real as an outgrowth of finding the letters and saying I should be blamed and used, hideously. He is after all an entertainer, with all that blockbuster power and support around him. He had no problem snapping his fingers and summoning an attack prostitute, but that is why a witness who followed everything, gathered some evidence and can disentangle the many follow up attacks, the chapter after chapter that his invention brought to the issue, is necessary, because if Gabriel believed that Mt. Desert Island was a response team, rather than part of the plan, he was wrong, and this needs to be shown and understood because I was investigating the AIDS testing operation and didn't know anything about Lennon.
Gabriel has very rich in the loop fans who played it about me that I had a chance to save John Lennon, blew it and should never get another chance at anything and this point serves as their hardsell for never arresting Gail Burstyn. It works because it means not having to do anything but look down on me, which is big motivation for them English sorts.
The only answer I have is that Lennon is being used to cover up this evidence that AIDS was a crime. As you can see it takes work to get that point across. People aren't eager to learn the point or anything related to that point.
Which brings me to Richard Roehm. He was a distinguished exception. He even offered me a new place to live with support from the deaf community he worked with and snap he died.