gnulinuxman
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In way i glad that HOH and Deafness defined by law as disability, protects us, but, it not disablilty, just different way we communicate, no one should be put down for that. people who put us down are ignorant and stupid, need a good kick in pants, lol
Back when I was a kid in elementary school, I always had one particular classmate who always made fun of me in class because he knew of my HoH loss, although it wasn't bad at all back then.
I think and recall faintly that the teacher would announce to every single class that I was Deaf/HoH and then I would remember the faces of all my classmates looking at me like I was some stranger.
Throughout my years I remember not wearing my then enormous BTE aid back then, because I felt embarrassed and mistreated when the other students would look and talk to me as if I had some kind of major disability and could was pretty much the odd-man out of the group.
One kid in particular from my 3rd or 4th grade class, I would have to live with from then until junior year of high school with his harassing and taunts on me pretty much on a constant basis. He would gather groups of other kids to spread the jokes too and they'd all end up ganging up on me.
I don't recall much of what happened through the years, but I do know that the way I was treated while I was growing up made me feel a very great distaste towards being HoH and wanting to be normal. In the beginning I remember I would just tell on the teacher, but as time progressed and I realized the teachers can't/would not bother/did not even care to do anything about my relations with other students, all I would do is get mad and once fought back in retaliation for justice. I ended up getting a slip and referral as a result of that, in sixth grade, though.
It wasn't until high school that my best friends stepped into my defense, and one day while this particular kid would be trying to make fun of me at the usual table I hung out at during breaks, they stepped in and told him out with all seriousness, and I think from that day the kid pretty much stopped, and college everyone went off their own ways.
Throughout college it was more relaxed and that's where I noticed other students seemed like they actually didn't have a problem with other HoH/deaf students, and although I observed it would kind of seem odd the first few weeks of a quarter, eventually everyone got used to it and there was literally no harassment face-to-face that I knew of.
I, myself, pretty much grew hair just long enough to cover my ears from instantly being spotted as a HA user, which kind of gave me a way of feeling "normal" among everyone else, I would not get the "bewildered" eyes of others , curious people, etc, I was just a normal person and perfectly content at that.
I realize that as you got older, (or for me, in my case) that it was more likely that people would understand if they realized that you were HoH. I'm sure this case doesn't apply for everyone everywhere, but I get a feeling that mature, adults are more accepting to persons with hearing loss rather than children from first grade to some point in college.
Anyway, just wanted to share my 2 cents.
Not just deaf people that get treated unfairly. It's all different types of people. Even hearing people. I'm not gonna say "normal people"?? I mean come on..What's normal anyways?? The world these days has so much BS going on in it. Everyone trying to be better then everyone. Its all about "I'm better then you" thing. Things like that goes on in schools. Yes its in the workforce also. Some people just can't grow up. Sometimes you gotta just keep your head up forget what people say &/or do & just prove them wrong. Although you don't really have to prove anything to anyone..Just prove it to yourself that....
YOU CAN DO IT!!
Back when I was a kid in elementary school, I always had one particular classmate who always made fun of me in class because he knew of my HoH loss, although it wasn't bad at all back then.
I think and recall faintly that the teacher would announce to every single class that I was Deaf/HoH and then I would remember the faces of all my classmates looking at me like I was some stranger.
Throughout my years I remember not wearing my then enormous BTE aid back then, because I felt embarrassed and mistreated when the other students would look and talk to me as if I had some kind of major disability and could was pretty much the odd-man out of the group.
One kid in particular from my 3rd or 4th grade class, I would have to live with from then until junior year of high school with his harassing and taunts on me pretty much on a constant basis. He would gather groups of other kids to spread the jokes too and they'd all end up ganging up on me.
I don't recall much of what happened through the years, but I do know that the way I was treated while I was growing up made me feel a very great distaste towards being HoH and wanting to be normal. In the beginning I remember I would just tell on the teacher, but as time progressed and I realized the teachers can't/would not bother/did not even care to do anything about my relations with other students, all I would do is get mad and once fought back in retaliation for justice. I ended up getting a slip and referral as a result of that, in sixth grade, though.
It wasn't until high school that my best friends stepped into my defense, and one day while this particular kid would be trying to make fun of me at the usual table I hung out at during breaks, they stepped in and told him out with all seriousness, and I think from that day the kid pretty much stopped, and college everyone went off their own ways.
Throughout college it was more relaxed and that's where I noticed other students seemed like they actually didn't have a problem with other HoH/deaf students, and although I observed it would kind of seem odd the first few weeks of a quarter, eventually everyone got used to it and there was literally no harassment face-to-face that I knew of.
I, myself, pretty much grew hair just long enough to cover my ears from instantly being spotted as a HA user, which kind of gave me a way of feeling "normal" among everyone else, I would not get the "bewildered" eyes of others , curious people, etc, I was just a normal person and perfectly content at that.
I realize that as you got older, (or for me, in my case) that it was more likely that people would understand if they realized that you were HoH. I'm sure this case doesn't apply for everyone everywhere, but I get a feeling that mature, adults are more accepting to persons with hearing loss rather than children from first grade to some point in college.
Anyway, just wanted to share my 2 cents.
I know all about discrimination against the disabled. I grew up with a multiple of minor disabilities. I was slightly deaf, had mild asperger syndrome, thyroid deficency and petit mal/temprol lobe epilepsy. (I didn't lose my sight until age 17) I started off at a special school where people kept asking why I was there for as nobody could understand what was wrong with me because none of my disabilities were severe enough to be really noticable. I was also brought up differantly and had a french mother so everyone called me 'froggie' and made stupid jokes whenever I came back from visiting my grandparents in France.
I was moved from there when my dad realised that nobody took exams at that place. I was moved to a small rural high school because my folks thought because it was small and rural I would be ok there. That just isn't true. I found some kids from farming communities can be as cruel as it gets. I was driven out of that place because this boy didn't want a 'mental deafo' in his class. The bullying was really bad so I ended up leaving.
I was moved to a partial hearing unit at an inner city hearing school. They were very oral at that place but at least the bullying wasn't so bad. There was a whole group of as at the unit and we all stuck together dispite the fact the teachers at the PHU kept trying to intergrate us more.
I still get discriminated against. I've also suffered from domestic violence. Some people don't understand about my blindness as I'm not totally blind and am very mobile for a deafblind person so I get accused of only pretending to be blind. Being profoundly deaf (rather then HOH) does have its advantages though as I don't have to listen to people being nasty to me.
I didn't really have much self estime while I was growing up. Being vegan and my animal friends has helped gain more self worth. Besides which, what I've had to deal with as a disabled person is nothing compaired to how cruel people can be to other animals.
I am sorry that u had to go thru that.
It seems like the teachers didnt know what was the best for u and your friends if they kept trying to integrate u all. I do not like teachers like that. Leave the children be and let them discover their own identity rather than forcing it on them. :roll:
You are right about the teachers at the PHU. I was really disapointed about their attitude and not teaching any signing. It was my first experience with the oralist method. They wrote in my report that I was mixing with the younger (deaf) students too much and should have friends of my own age but I've always spent most of my time alone so my folks were glad for me to have any friends. The age differance is simply irevelant.