I not cute, I vicious jungle animal. Roar.
I confess... that I don't want to live in the hearing world anymore... not what so ever...
add: and... that I really really want a baby...
What happens if you have a hearing baby? That doesn't exactly keep you out of the hearing world - in fact I think it would bring you into it even more.
oh I am proud... but I have an SO who is hearing... who sometimes signs... I have a family who is hearing... yes my mom is learning sign, and I am so happy for that... but all day I have to lipread and use my voice... and its not what I would want... When I'm out on my own... I do not speak... it takes so much effort for me to speak... the last thing I want to do is do it all day... and to top it off... do it when I get home too... It seems I don't get enough deafie time... with friends or being allowed to just be deaf... thats really more of what I mean...C'mon, the hearing world isn't bad! I'm sure it must seem like we're a big secret club keeping you out. But hold your chin up proudly and make your own way.
I confess... sometimes... I just want a fresh start... to go where no one knows I have a voice... to pack up and move out of my apartment, leave my SO... leave my job... change my name... create a new me... one that didn't have horrible things happen in the past... one that has always accepted being deaf, one that doesn't speak... just signs, writes, emails... I confess... that I don't want to live in the hearing world anymore... not what so ever...
add: and... that I really really want a baby...
if I have a hearing baby... then i have a hearing baby, its not the end of the world... it would still be my child that I would love so much... but my childs first language will be ASL...
oh I am proud... but I have an SO who is hearing... who sometimes signs... I have a family who is hearing... yes my mom is learning sign, and I am so happy for that... but all day I have to lipread and use my voice... and its not what I would want... When I'm out on my own... I do not speak... it takes so much effort for me to speak... the last thing I want to do is do it all day... and to top it off... do it when I get home too... It seems I don't get enough deafie time... with friends or being allowed to just be deaf... thats really more of what I mean...
I confess I might have more of a bad news for you...
is it bad news for me and good news for you?
Bad news overall.
why is everyone leaving? maybe this means i do need to move... but NOT to the heat...
Dude moved to DC to meet more deaf people. And you know the rest
Oh, I know Ms. D...I know how I'm supposed to feel but I can't help but feel as I do. I need to get over myself. Lol
Are you talking about TWA?