A Tally of the Thread
There are people who will say that Richard Roehm's supportive gestures to James MacRyland Crary were misplaced or typical of a controversial anti-hero himself. In answer, let me tell you that it meant the difference to me between survival with dignity and succumbing to despair. Richard Roehm was the most excellent person I knew in the hardest moment of my life.
On the day that public works on behalf of others no longer merit mention, on the day that good will is regarded as dust, on that day only where there is no longer a place for a kind word about those who redeem us with their courage will there be no place for memory of Richard Roehm. When those who labor thanklessly are no longer considered blessed. Even then I would insist that in the hardest moment of my life Richard was there for me.
He did this though powerless when by contrast many powerful voices distained.
The loss is sad for me. Richard had recently offered me lodging and sounded me out bravely on what has transpired.
Possibly you have heard me say there was a man in California who was supportive of me and offered me an apartment if I decided I couldn't take Seattle anymore and did not want to move back to Pittsburgh, but I haven't mentioned him much largely because he supported my AIDS investigation and was appalled that nobody took me more seriously. Accordingly I thought of him as a very unique and treasured friend. When I was homeless occasionally he would fling me letters that were so ennebriating and of such strength of heart that I picked myself back up during my lows, but since I know how you feel about that matter and what it has done to me I haven't made it a point to keep you advised about him. He was my age and ran the Orange County Deaf Advocacy Center. He was like a coach. A controversial kid, because he would try to hardsell contraptions occasionally that there are a few articles about him in the Orange County Register basically saying, "This kid makes some of his mailing list uncomfortable." But nothing I have ever read against him convinced me he was anything other than gregarious. He had just gotten off the line with me by a matter of a few days telling me I could join him in California this April if I wanted to, but I heard about his death through the Chat Room of the Deaf Community founded by Gallaudet students that I've joined and like several other people who knew him, some of them from that Chat Room, where he was finally banned for being controversial, I wanted to believe it was one of his practical jokes, but it wasn't and his mother evidently is very beaten up by the news so I'm just one of the kids who knew him and liked him holding vigil and expressing my disappointment.
Richard knew that I had been tortured as a child and took it more seriously than anyone else I know. I see this great loss in a context of higher learning.
One of the earliest books that took my interest about history was Who Financed Hitler? This theme has received a major upgrade by Jim Marrs in The Rise of Fourth Reich. There's a lot I didn't know about American corporations who continued to provide Germany the means to wage war well after the war with the United States had started.
My own research and situation regarding the mythical Lennon letters indicates the strange grip that NEVA Corporation exercises. Long after I learned that they were behind the mutilation and torture I endured I continued to surf for their adult asian images, the lost utopia of James and Midori.
The tragedy is far from mine alone and nowhere near over. Peter Gabriel used the fraudulent idea that I was to blame for Lennon's murder, based on a script that no one will acknowledge and the meaning of which I knew absolutely nothing about, to then claim that Mt. Desert Island, which proved AIDS manmade, was justified. This slipknot, going from Lennon to justifying AIDS is a moebius loop of error that Gabriel made into a body politic.
Now they have the poorest white on the block, known for generosity, to blame for AIDS.
Power...and their goal is to keep it going.
They created Amnesty International to hand out candles to the victims. The lesson that the F.B.I. took from the life of Martin Luther King was that you can't have an effective Nazi America without an effective movement of Black Nazism. The split with the NAACP over Vietnam was a starting point. The NAACP stuck with Johnson, eager to prove their patriotism.
I was Castrated for Writing Dissent
My apologies. It is true that I have had to force the written material through a wall of sound authored by jeers and Peter Gabriel's cheering section regarding what I investigated as a reporter for Pitt News on Mt. Desert Island and that having forced the story through this leads Peter Gabriel to start crowing, "He's forcing it!"
Mt. Desert Island was a long premeditated AIDS testing war game, not a response crisis team, nor a sex fantasy acted out. Gabriel convinced some sadists that threatening me with AIDS would be fun, but he did this as a cover story.
Gabriel had to sabotague the truth about Mt. Desert Island. He had to make sure that no one recognized that I was responding to a dare about liberated sexual behavior that was posed to me by John Lennon's assassins, a secret society, after they'd released AIDS, so to cover for his own role co-producing in camera films, including the rape of deaf Jeannie, he potboilered the claim that I was a jealous lover into whose psychological profile fit the description of potential date rapist. This was part of the moebius twist that took place when they effectively used the murder of Lennon to justify the release of AIDS.
It is also how this legendary assassin group who call themselves King County in Seattle had me chemically castrated for writing dissenting opinions. They have a ghoulish team who went along with this clocking me for example through the police mental health framework. My stomach absolutely boils, percolates. I no longer absorb Vitamin D, my heart races, I cannot get it up and they did this by writing into a letter the exact opposite of what the letter said while immiserating me with brutality directed at a neuroplasm they themselves inflicted when I was hostage as a child.
Almost all of the sex I endured was attack prostitution contracted by Lennon's assassins working with his estate. They even wrote about the theme calling it creation of a walrus.
This has not consumed just two paragraphs of my life, over forty years. The evidence by the way is completely in my favor, as logically it would be since I am telling the truth, but Peter Gabriel has had fits trying to impound it and get it destroyed. Gabriel voided everything he could and used Lennon to railroad through a rationalization for Mt. Desert Island.
They are murderers. One of the few people who offered me sanctuary, a deaf advocate in California named Richard Roehm, just dropped dead. This death casts a shadow, as if civilization has fallen. If it was unrelated it still could not have been better if planned to illustrate the mysteriousness of how I have been stalked. Such is the shadow it casts.
I have thank you for letting me explain what happened. Its general importance seems pretty obvious. I was brought to Seattle as a stranger by a faction who attacked me in sleuth as a library clerk in Pittsburgh and I'm pretty much just a problem here but it shows that the Left is thoroughly nazified and determined to act out their support for the aggressors.
Such are the politics of Yoko Ono. The girl she had raped, my very best friend, is a multiply handicapped Korean deaf girl. You cannot imagine the pity of it.
I was slaughteringly attacked as a child and deliberately made deaf. They attacked me because they thought I was pretty. It was a gang in Pittsburgh being directed by the powerful. It was organized. They hit me in the head with maelstroms of blows and they forced me to use inhalants after poisoning me with profound LSD. I was just a child. They were operating for members of the U.S. Government.
When I tried to get help, Peter Gabriel thought it was funny how much trauma I was in. He lured me out and then sprang the cops on me saying it was my fault that John Lennon was dead.
That sounds strange. Dad was a Naval Hero in World War Two. These letters corollate the death of Martin Luther King to a girl named De De's birthday by six years, then six years later on the birthday of the girl who wrote the letters John Lennon was killed so Gabriel came to believe I had been given clues that could have stopped the crime.
No one will help me or even befriend me because I am deaf and have reasons to believe it was Reagan.
The UW Medical community has punished me by malpractice so my health is badly eroded. I completely deny wrongdoing. I was a Medical Library Clerk investigating a plot to start AIDS testing when these letters got my attention. They'd been around for years, since gradeschool. Here is what it meant to be the walrus.
It's sometimes hard to go back and see the world before AIDS to understand what the medical authorities in the military community did to the world and the idea of young people sleeping around orbiting one day this lover than some time down the road someone else without undue commitment or alarm. This human part of the narrative is one of the gray areas the British detonated by siding with the assassin lobby.
It's always easier to fathom what you yourself think than to find immersion in someone else and that is why or one reason why love and love letters stood apart as reasons to live and firmament to grow on. When abortion entered into it in all honesty it was a case of the unpredictable making itself into a minor emergency. The tears were more over the loss of money than the idea of a miscarriage of humanity.
Still, it was something to hide, that I grant you and to plant the letters among the residual trauma of hidden things abortion served a big purpose.
To have missed the point in this predatory game of conjuring that the war game of Mt. Desert Island took root amidst persons knowing about the existence of the Burstyn letters is frankly impossible to credit. I don't believe the English failed to understand. Instead Peter Gabriel saw a way as an entertainer to help Reagan get away with it and in the process take care of a problem that comes with a script about a walrus that hadn't been completely vanquished.
The idea of America-bashing in the letters which became such a cause for Gabriel's roadshow was planned as a part of the crime. Hitting us on 911, hitting me in the facial nerve and now in the stomach are all part of the same bloodletting by those who wrote the letters, released the germ and authored a cover story that keeps the ball rolling.
The moebius twist of error that allowed Peter Gabriel to evoke John Lennon when calling Mt. Desert Island an "experience park" and thus cover up for those who are known to have started AIDS also recruited queer military authorities to sadistic crimes by insisting they should believe it was free smacks against the blameworthy.
Indeed Steve Langer who wrote to me, "I'm not sorry for anything I did only that it had to be you," also once gave the girls in question a moebius strip on which he had written the witticism, "I just thought I'd give your day a little twist."
Being the walrus meant living a generational life, what Richard Brautigan called the "historical romance" of abortion, while being set up as the moebius dictum that made John Lennon's death into justification for the AIDS Onslaught.
What I understand about the situation, Sir or Madam, is that Peter Gabriel is a tormentor, an unwanted presence who thought he had a good idea, an angle he could take to cultivate into popularity for him the unpopularity he detected about me surrounding me in Pittsburgh.
The Gay Gangsters in Seattle were I think very obviously bribed. That is the only explanation whereby they would take the side of those who started AIDS the way they have and engaged in what they see as a license for horrific, ghastly, cruel and malicious actions, bogging down the tragedy in many base details of information that can no longer be avoided pertaining to issues such as rape from the office of Amnesty International, part of a scorched earth program Gabriel ran trying to hide what he did on Mt. Desert Island.
It seems a foregone conclusion that someone is going to make a movie someday and that the bribes will win out. My only hope is that if there is an investigation someone will recall the needles tracks and tattoo on Lisa Cassidy, de-classify that material and make clear that the personnel included Will Zell Broome who I knew before AIDS started, who was an upperclassman at Temple with suspicious persons named in the Burstyn scroll and that an operator working with Brian Richmond and Lisa Cassidy named Abira Ali as a sort of foot soldier and lieutenant of Rosa Clemente was both in Pittsburgh and at Temple Tyler with Zell, herself an Ethiopian member of the Holocaust Survivor community that Burstyn came from with the letters where I was gassed.
In other words, the Green Party Ticket in being covered for by Gabriel is in fact being covered for in nature as suspects in the AIDS Onslaught because all of the evidence shows that the letters from 1974 and the comments made by Zell in art school evidence conclusively that Mt. Desert Island was a staged and planned operation and the letters were discovered not by investigators but by those who wrote them.
This was obvious to Richard Roehm. He saw that immediately it was the only explanation that made sense. Peter Gabriel is lying, hissingly, through the teeth. Nothing is beneath him. Richard just died sir. He had offered me a room. I explained to my mother that the reason she hadn't heard much about him is that he supported me and she is uncomfortable with the idea. I felt very Ayn Rand about Richard, something Steven Mallory said about Howard Roark, "I never allowed myself to meet you because I didn't want to be sick everytime I saw one of your wonderful buildings." Richard had given me strength at the very last ebb and I was always afraid to dwell on him for fear, what if that brave fellow disappoints me. I had cherished his support. He coached me through impossibly hard times.
Now, what I think happened with Peter Gabriel and the peer network that he developed among talented wealthy people at Carnegie Mellon where I was always on the outs and Duquense where I was an absolute pariah, was to get this laugh from the idea of solidarity with the men who tortured me, depicting them as bad boys, in the Lennon vernacular, people Lennon would have enthused over while hissing at me. Lennon hated schools. He wouldn't have been impressed by the Peace Corps routine of my dad, in fact I have reason to believe that dad called attention to himself when he saw them before they became famous at a little club in England and that father might have been followed by British fascists. The first men to really hurt me included a gang calling themselves Pitman. Now you realize the Beatles were called The Quarrymen before they went over to the slick side of things.
So, I was railroaded into this corner where I was treated like a fop, Lennon would have hated us because daddy built schools and so on. The problem with all of that is that these men not only tortured me but the evidence shows that Gabriel is either wrong or lying in cold blood about the premeditations of the AIDS testing ring they ran.
Nobody would want me to write Richard's death into this script. It's inevitable that it makes me uneasy. Much of this sad testimony pertains to a time prior to when Peter Gabriel entered the picture. I began writing to him in 1983 or so and the tragedy which befell me in childhood was ten years earlier. The momentum was from the deadly gang who tortured me. Gabriel positioned himself into a co-pilot position with them and then started trying to hawk lies. The storyline was overdubbed by letters I was sent as a child through the Warhol chain in Pittsburgh that proved to be evidence in the murder of John Lennon.
But I was not aware of that. I was pursuing a gang who continued stalking me who appeared to be spreading rumors intended to have me attacked by police as a suspected at risk person for the game purpose of a mandatory testing precedent case.
I proved that fact but Gabriel was behind the scenes with the papers going, oh no, all about Lennon, cudda saved John Lennon.
Like The Warren Report the records SO and US were extremely vicious, but before the truth could surface our government wanted this sort of pseudo-information drummed into people's heads. For THE GREAT BACKSTAB ever to be known and understood, and the popular idea, particularly among Gays, of "Semper Fi" for those who launched 911, killed Shannon Harps and tortured me to become questioned probably all sorts of lies will have to come out as gospel again. That is why I don't realistically see how something like Peter Gabriel's tragic, scary, asinine cover up can be seen as anything but tragically predictable. Still nothing is worse than how those who released AIDS authored 911 and still play the hero.
The problem with the fantasy alibi is the time frame. Zell was talking about "a scheme to transform the human race by injecting the blood" while he was in arts school with Michael McGarvey before AIDS started. McGarvey's gang is named in the assassination letters. The problem with Gabriel's misrepresentation is that it voided what really happened in favor of Britain's support for the crime. Britain posed for example as weighing carefully in the scales what they presented as a trans-racial "Louie" adultery in deciding that I was unfit to court Midori Goto due to the Black Man's grudge law. What they failed to put into play publicly was that this eugenic concept was part of a celebrity framework designed to justify AIDS and entrap me in Zell's testing project with the help of Obama. Seems quite a service to render to those who started AIDS, yet it was no problem for Peter Gabriel who brokered the fantasy alibi.
Would you care to see the evidence? It's based on Two Virgins Pussyball warfare. That was the name of a Lennon album. Obviously the idea of solving AIDS as a crime seems like a fantasy at first, but that is exactly what inspired those who did it to run it in our faces, figuring we'd rationalize it and back out. They have all sorts of bases covered.