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So I had an experience this past week that was sort of exciting for me. Started out with a sad event: a good friend of mine lost a family member and a bunch of us went to the visitation/service/lunch after. I saw friends I haven't seen for a really long time (that's how it always seems to go) and we're sitting around a big table eating and catching up.
So I've just taken a decent-sized bite of food and my friend sitting next to me starts talking about something I really want to chime in on, and there's no way. So I'm sitting there not being able to express myself, and my hands are just screaming at me, they want to say it for me, they keep trying to jump into action. Now to be clear, I'm still very much a beginner, so I wouldn't have been able to say anything eloquently in ASL, but it was exciting to see that I have enough vocabulary that I would have been able to address some of the thoughts that happened to be occurring to me at that moment. But more exciting to me was that I'm immersing in the stuff enough that my hands kept wanting to sort of automatically start talking. I have been trying to think of how I would sign stuff I'm thinking about throughout the day, but this was a first.
It was funny, in the split second it took all that to happen, I realized that no one would understand me - I don't think anyone in this crowd knows ASL. And the physical reaction I had to that thought was that my hands then wanted to try and finger-spell. Which of course my brain had to answer: no, they wouldn't understand that either.
Still a sort of exciting day for me.
(man do I need a practice partner!)
So I've just taken a decent-sized bite of food and my friend sitting next to me starts talking about something I really want to chime in on, and there's no way. So I'm sitting there not being able to express myself, and my hands are just screaming at me, they want to say it for me, they keep trying to jump into action. Now to be clear, I'm still very much a beginner, so I wouldn't have been able to say anything eloquently in ASL, but it was exciting to see that I have enough vocabulary that I would have been able to address some of the thoughts that happened to be occurring to me at that moment. But more exciting to me was that I'm immersing in the stuff enough that my hands kept wanting to sort of automatically start talking. I have been trying to think of how I would sign stuff I'm thinking about throughout the day, but this was a first.
It was funny, in the split second it took all that to happen, I realized that no one would understand me - I don't think anyone in this crowd knows ASL. And the physical reaction I had to that thought was that my hands then wanted to try and finger-spell. Which of course my brain had to answer: no, they wouldn't understand that either.
Still a sort of exciting day for me.
(man do I need a practice partner!)