I really appreciate that, dreama. <huge hugs back> The past 2 weeks have been difficult for me in terms of my bipolar (again, please don't flame me because I'm offering an explanation) and this certainly doesn't help matters.
I'm really sorry to hear that you are going through all this. I can't speak for everyone here but for me personally, talking about your mental health problems doesn't bother me.
Having so much going on must complicate things for you. Whatever it is, I hope that things can be sorted.
I manage to get about with no sight or hearing but it can be difficult due to such a limited number of landmarks. Takes some getting used to. Have you thought of taking them off and trying to benifit from music by putting your hand over music to feel it it instead of hear it. Do you think it would work?
(gives hear again 3rd hug for good luck)