back on the subject
for no reason
Just wanted everyone to know that I realise
I am HEARING IMPAIRED with my
two HAs,
and
without them
I am completely DEAF (not ASL).
I realise my ability to understand speech is due to combination of my rather slowly losing my hearing over the years and growing up in hearing community only. At 18y.o. I had already severe hearing loss, maybe even close to profound.
Losing hearing slow enabled me to learn sounds at a time when the langauge is learned
at age between 1-3 and that is why I am able to speak and understand speech. And also growing up with hearing people naturally trained me to lip-read and listen.
Both of above created certain "memory" in my brain that still serves me now- since I can not hear anymore many consonants (the nerves are gone) what I get is from "memory" My brain remembers how the word sounds.
I can not understand well just anyone - a person must have clear speech and relatively loud, too. I need BOTH lip reading and sound to hear - that's how I grew up. Just lip read (no voice) I can do only with exagerrated lip movement as intented to speak w/o voice.
Exactly because of the way the brain developes, I am able to understand my native language (Polish) very well (as well as HoH can do) and much less of English - I came to Canada at age 25 when the brain no more developes the way as at the age 1-3.
For the same reason I am able to speak over the phone in my language but very very little in English.
Have I had any help and therapy as for the deaf person in the beginning with learning English (or even now) I would learn to hear and lip-read English much much better than now but I have never got it.
Also my written English abilites are achieved by myself.
I am self-taught by speaking it and reading a lot- and that is why sometimes my writing (grammar) might be off. Polish language have so much different grammar. (For instance we only have three pasts - past, present and future.)
So in a nutshell - yes, I KNOW. I KNOW. I know despite my best abilites and adjustment and being able to function quite well in hearing world I am - bottom line- deaf, or H-o-H with my two HAs.
There are always some obstacles that I can not overcome due to my disability and HAs does not matter then either.
At least I can read and write with no plm.
Fuzzy