A Goodbye.

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PlazmaKS

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I know i wasnt around long but some of you know me thru SpiceHD and the Simpleman drama.

Apparently ive been lied to for a long time and my girl spice has taken on a new guy named ben from her home state.

For some of you this will make u all very happy that ive admitted defeat.

I have decided to try and get on with my life because i dont know who i am anymore.

And coming here to look for glimps's pf spices post to find out what she is doin is not helpin me.

So take care all and im sorry i came into your world. I meant no harm... I just wanted to be loved by SpiceHD.
 
Whether or not a 'door' has been shut closed, you still have every right to be in here, there are countless of others that would be willing to give you an opportunity to be yourself. Despite the 'drama' that may have been unfolded here in the past, reaching out to 'others' surely could 'open' new doors of opportunity whereas you'll feel like being yourself, only a 'new' person with new feelings and approach things differently with a mindset that's a positive one.

Although, if you 'do' feel the need to go, I sure wish you all the best in your endeavors, but hoping that you'll give AD another chance and the opportunity to meet 'others'. Hope you'll reconsider or at least break away for the time being until you're ready and able to rebound positively. ;)

Do take great care now-- :wave:
 
Thank u roadrunner for your kind words.

I hate to say it but i maye have been to hasty with my previous post. without goin into too much gory detail lets just say this...

I was incorrect in my facts about the other guy ben. There was a start to something but thanks to GOD above i was able to reel spice back in before she got away.

Spice and myself have been a real life couple for 2 yrs. we have had our fair share of ups and downs and despite all this ...i cant bare the thought of a life without her now.

She often goes by the nickname glow... which is a play on words of her real name. but what is so cool about her name is how it truely does reflect who she is. ive seen her when shes playing with my son and others children and how she lights up. And ive seen it when she looks into my eyes when she is being sincere and pasionate. I can literally read vibes off her text which often give an abience (sp?) of their own.

Im happy to say that i believe now that all the drama she has been hiding from me has been laid out and we have found a positive way to work thru our troubles without the help of everyone else.

I know i may be speaking in riddle and some might wonder why i am even making mention of it in the first place... why air our dirty laundry etc.

well ive said alot of things and made a rather lengthy post that offended some of the participants in the drama. and for that i am sorry.

If glow and myself are successful in the coming month and we are back in one home then maybe venting here wasnt such a bad idea. reason i say that is because some of you folks without naming names have judged me based on bits of info passed around by others and have found that .. im not actually a bad guy after all... and for that i thank them for being able to see thru the dust and fire.

I am more than willing to be friends with folk from spices deaf community and in real life as well. but i just want to ask them to respect us from now on. Even if u think its a bad idea that we try to work it out. We need your support in a positive view. all too often people say .. its not worth the trouble there are more fish in the sea etc...

But what i have learned thru glow is one thing ... there is only one of her. And i dont think i could settle for less. she truely is an inspiration.

anyway forgive me ive been awake for 36 hrs. so im rambling on...

to make it short... i've decided to stay and participate in the forum. :)
 
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