Let me tell you something about a life on earth. We all are guilty for many actions even we did not even realized it or not but you and I are responsible for destroy all kind of life here. One action led to others. Go ahead blame all on others but won't take blame on yourself. We are responsible for killing all kind of life in gulf because we wanted oil for ourselves. We won't take green car or take bus to other places. We wanted gold so we go digging the mountain and torn the jungle out to find those gold. Or buying diamond for wife knowing someone died for it. Yeah, we build nuclear weapons so we can defend ourselves then again kill other human beings because we do it for ourselves. And goes on and on and on, we are not exactly godly human beings because we are selfish and greedy for reasons. Those priests(sexual voilence predators) are not human being and I am so glad we now have zero tolerance policy once touch they are out and go to jail. We did not have zero tolerance policy back in 60's and 70's. i was being harrassed by those school boys over again and again, teachers do nothing and did not punish those boys. At the end of school year, they kicked me out of school because I was a girl and keep those boys. Yes boys were important back then than girls. I forgave those boys and move on with life but I can not forgave one man who was harrassed me at work place. I still need to be heal by this forgive him is hardest thing I ever did. No one believed me I am talking about me being worked at AFB and they kept him few more years and I had to quit job and stayed home. Finally they fired him because law had changed. You, you need a help just alike my sister who had been raped and spend years at therapy. She finally found a way to heal herself. U need healing by forgave those men who raped you and people who did not believe you in first place. U know what made me sad, those who does not listen to you in first place alike parents, teachers, polices, lawyers and so on and on. I am not responsible for what happened to you but I will still go to Mass because that is where I find my peace and felt presence of God inside the Church. Church is all about Christ, not the priests, they have no power over my life only Jesus Christ. I am sad for you because your anger hold against me and my own believe. I had nothing to do with your life. My mother grew up in south and there was only one church there Baptist Church, her pastor was member of KKK. what can she do, nothing but when she moved out the area to north and met my father. She fell in love with CC and found peace there. everyone has a story and history. I am guilty for sins of my ancestors yeah, slave owners and I think we should pay slaves $$$$ for what we did to them as we already paid billion dollars to those who were victim of sexual abuse by CC. What about those Iraq people, we should pay them also because we killed many there. Then we should go and help those Mexicans because we depend on them for drugs and many died in their way. We all are responisble for all those actions. We all are connect in one. that is why b called we born sin and died sinned. None of us are free from sin unless we are free by forgiven by Someone above us. Hardest thing we all ever done is by Loving, G, yourself and neighbors. If we judge others then we judge G and G judge us back. Stay in the cycle, repeat and repeat till our lives expire. it has been going on and on forever. Never stop unless we find a way to stop by forgive. Have a good day, I do need take a break from this forum because it goes no where and carry sickness into this forum. Gotta go and enjoy the beauty G create for us, cloud and slight wind and smell roses.
Have a wonderful day and hopefully you go to see a counselor to help yourself by forgive.