I think this site is the place for you you'll get support from late deafed just like Botts said!:)
Welcome to AD and i hope little by little things get better for you!:)
You should think twice, and get to know the people in the forum first..then come and ask them if they want to be interviewed.. this happens a little too often.
some things can't be translated in to asl.. if the thing is a metaphor. best way to sign it is literally.for if you don't want to go into the meaning..
you can also look at the meaning behind the words and sign that instead. Make sense?