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Just thinking how long does it take to stop hurting from a love you know will never be, the only love I've ever felt for anyone. It's been months now and I can't get her out of my mind.

Yeah, I'm a piss poor writer, I'd write a small book because I'm not good at drawing out stories, I just try and get to the point without fluff. I bet Go Dog Go would be a longer book than mine would be and from my life, I doubt most people would believe my memories. How am I dealing with...

I talk to my old counselor for the first time since December this Friday and I'm going to be entirely honest no matter the consequences of my honesty. I don't see any reason to be positive at all. I'm out of money, I was put on mandatory leave until 7 July, so I'm stuck staying at the only place...

Funny thing is, I lived right down the road from this place, when I had to go to walmart for things like computer keyboard, I went to that very walmart. Crazy..

Maybe now I'll stop passing up streets I need to turn on and not do as many legal and illegal U-turns? :hmm:

Got my first eye exam in 6 years today, I have to get new glasses and I'm thankful for that, because my old glasses suck, my news ones are nice and purple :) Does anyone know if this is bad or not, I don't understand my prescription. OD: Sphere -1.00 Cylinder +0.75 Axis x105 OS: Sphere -1.00...

My thoughts here on politics and voting.. Screw it, not worth doing. Hope who you voted for comes through though.

Had a panic attack at dinner tonight, but back in my room where I began to calm down watching clips of Kramer and George Costanza in Seinfeld, I looked at the receipt from filing for my name change yesterday and got a kick out of what I saw on it.. Now I've never been taken to court before, but...

What about HoH using the deaf sign on occasion?

Feeling especially down today, I'm at a very low point and I'm freezing because they won't turn the damn AC off in this building. I decided to finally pour my heart out to someone I love, the only person in this world I've ever felt anything for and she had told me before she had feelings for...

Only thing I've ever taken that has helped me with not only physical pain, but things like anxiety was weed, but I haven't smoked any since early April. Zoloft was making me picture myself eating a bullet. I was in an almost constant panic attack and found myself without any appetite at all. I...

Since I cant sleep, and my every waking thought for many months has been over the same person, I'm trying to work out my feelings by writing creatively based on how I feel. When I read it, to me it sounds like crap, but maybe it can illustrate how I feel at this moment to some degree? Will...

I'm going after lunch to see the psychiatrist to let him know the med's effects on me. I'm feeling a little better since I didn't take the Zoloft this morning. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GNuxBc9ubr4 :)

Mine is through the rehab center here, so I know he isn't in now anyway and I wasn't given a card. I think I am going to just stop taking the pills since these feelings are too intense.

I don't have his contact information, but I'll stop by in the morning to tell them.

I've been on it a few days and it isn't taking any anxiety away, it's making it worse and giving me bad thoughts.

I've had a very bad weekend, first my motorcycle leaves me stranded, so out of desperation, I asked my parents to come pick me up, but I later found another means of getting home, but they didn't get that message and showed up here. The lady at the dorm staff desk came to my room and told me...

Well, I finally saw a psychiatrist and was prescribed Zoloft, but it's not helping my anxiety, I feel it's making it worse and it's been giving me thoughts like suicide. I think I'm going to stop taking this stuff. I want to tell the psychiatrist, but I'm afraid if I do this place will either...

They did, but what an embarrassing moment coming out of the bathroom and having people being right there when you get out and only having a towel covering you.

Well, I woke up in a lot of pain in my back and shoulder, but more in the back, so I emailed my instructor and counselor to let them know that I was going to be late for class because I was going to take a hot bath and soak in some hot water for a bit and go to student health right after...