That is what I went through. But thank god for the abusive women shelter and that is where I stayed til I get back on my own feet and live my own life.
I have been through abusive marriage for 12 years and It is veryyyyy painful and hurting to go through this. I had to make better decission in everyway to leave my ex husband and get on my own life. He always threatened me and blackmailing me to scared me. I was scared of him, but not anymore. I got my own life and left him behind back in Nov 30, 2004 and got divorced on Sept 27, 2005.
A lot of women stayed with their abusive parnters, bec they are scared to be murder, threaten, no money, no place to stay and scared to leave their babies behind.
To any women, who go through this. Leave your abusive parnter and get help asap or you will never make it. Never, Never fall for your parnter if he/she said " I promise that I will go to counselor, I promise that I will change, I promsie that I won't hit you or hurt you" Never fall for it. Once Abusive is abusive and that will never change.
Don't let your parnter threaten you or scare you, bec that is dramas and it show you that he/she have medical problems and is doing this to make you feel guilty or pity.
Once you leave your abusive parnter, you will feel a lot better and have a "start all over new life" You will feel a lot better, if you stand up for yourself and do what you think is the best for your or your babies future.
