That wasn't my sentiment. I was rephrasing Cheri to see if I understood correctly. For my part, this board has been very helpful to me in terms of adapting to the social changes in my life. Without the help of this board (or rather the people on it), I would not have had the will to seek the help I needed to make a productive life for myself. I may have even killed myself because from my point of view, my life was a waste of breath. I never enjoyed being a drain on society, and I felt that the world would be a better place without me. By the way, it's far from that now, and I'm happier than ever to be alive. I haven't succeeded yet as a productive member of society, but I'm confident I'm on the right path, and I will succeed, and I'll pay back every penny that I took from the government, and I'll repay them many times over, as I'm sure I already have before I lost my hearing in the first place.