Hello, I read all above, I agree with Jasin. Finally I acknowledged someone like Jasin who spoke the right words for me. It has been difficult for me to express right words. Even I am deaf and it becomes hard sometimes to be a part of deaf community completely but the way they socialize, the way they treat the others, and have seen backstabbing and their own preferences of crowds and favorism. It becomes very harder for us really to get to know each other. It sounds like Jasin was raised how to use good manners, so was I too. I came from whole hearing family plus over 200 relatives. All are hearing except me. I do not fit in both deaf and hearing world. I fit in in the between (hard of hearing / coda / hearing with sign language skills)