i discovered when i was in jr high, bec in elementary school, thats all i learned, guys stuff. that moment i do felt the change in me. trying to forced myself for woman, till i was married to a woman, but in laws severely dominate our marriage and cause more struggling. and our marriage fall apart due of ex in laws severely controlling and it isnt much of marriage at all. keep ur jaws shut, lol, when i admit it. im not puuuurrfect. smile