It is very painful up and down lately. I was tearful in my eyes today when I drove my car to work. Still on the wave ocean up and down.
Miss hug him
Miss kiss him
Miss his affectionate
Miss tickle his belly
Miss play with his cute lip while he slept
Miss jump into the shower with him
Miss tease him
Miss see his laughing
Miss see his facial expression mad ( cute )
Miss see his chore around the house
Miss him rubbing my back and neck
Miss smell his nice perfume
Miss see his blue sparking eyes
Miss talk with him
Miss to see him excitement to watch the football game on TV
Miss eat with him 
Two cats Pumpkin and Garfield still sleep with me closer since AmericaChopper gone.
