It won't do much for him anyways, he despises my knowing of sign language. He is hispanic and I cannot speak Spanish. This irritated him very much and whenever I see him he tells at me for not knowing it. He says if I don't learn Spanish than I can't use any other language besides English which he yells at me for using too.
It's just my father, no matter what talking it won't change his mind on anything. He will still claim it being 'satanic' he will still hold that up. My father thinks he knows evrytjing. I have Anxiety and he tells me that I have no reason to be anxious and that I don't know how real stress or pain is. Yet, him and my mother left me when I was little. I loved with my Grandmother who uses to beat me. My mother would beat me as well whenever she saw me. I fear my father will rape because of personal reasons. Yet he claims I have no Anxiety, He says my suicide attempt a year ago was only for attention yet I only told one person about it because I needed help and was to afraid to tell a family member.
My father will dismiss anything I say, no matter what I tell him he will stand with what he says.