I understand not ever wanting to deal with that kind of rudeness anymore,, but ya know,, I gots to say,,, God sometimes puts us into situations to plant seeds. Even if you feel you are not being recieved, the seeds you plant with your love will eventually grow.. Sometimes it takes a disaster for people such as they were to realize how valuable you are, but if they were really in need, and somehow you were there for them when nobody else was, they would then have the opportunity to really get to know you and the precious things that God has endowed you with. I am not saying to go back,, I am just saying that sometimes it is just a matter of timing before God really uses you, and it is usually when you least expect. Please don't rob others of your beauty and your experiences because there may be just one person in the group that only you can touch. I hope that made sense... But don't let ignorant people divide you away from those whom God has sent yo to minister to. Unless God tells you to leave,,, just be humble and wait. Ya just never know... That sounded like I am preaching,, or that you did something wrong, and that is not what is meant... Just don't let the devil rob you... His favorite trick is to cause division... Together we are his worst enemy,,, alone we are an easy target. Find a group that works for you,, and keep sharing.