Wow, I am sorry to hear that your husband did that to u. Glad u didnt take the suicide path. People who do that to us are not worth our lives.
U know the saying "Once a cheater, always a cheater"? My ex cheated on his girlfriend just like he did with me and now she is going thru the emotional ups and downs that I went thru 5 years ago. I am so glad I didnt stay with him cuz I did consider giving him another chance. *whew*!
Important, follow your heart about your marriage, Doug. 
