What if you're confused about the kind of love that it is?
Like I know obviously that I love her dearly.
I freely tell her that I love her. It's clear that I love her. It's just kind of hard to figure out if its real honest to god love or just that I think I'm in love with her because I've been so damn socially isolated. I just wonder like if I'd met her at college or another place, would I have fallen in love with her?
And I have to admit, I WISH SO BADLY there was a way to turn off desire.......My mind knows she's not available but my body refuses to remember that she's not available.
