I have thought about all day today. I never loose loved one in 9/11/01 terror attacks but have always had very somber attitude toward this. Every year on this day I have sadness in memory of how I felt on 9/11/01. I was awake at 7AM this morning (which was the local time when the incidents were occuring) writing my feelings in my journal. I actually watching "9/11, as it happened" on MSNBC right now as I type this reply.
I woke up that morning to get ready for nursing school, quickly coming to the knowledge of what was transpiring. Sorrow, disbelief, fear, and sympathy toward all affected were all emotions I quickly experienced. Instead of going to school, I went up to Idaho from Salt Lake City to be with my fiancee who was up there. As I drove I just kept feeling so "vulnerable" to anything that was said or transpired on the news while I was driving. I sobbed nearly the entire 2 1/2 hr drive to be with my fiancee at the time.
