Yep... it's really sad I dont have Dad with me tonite... we usually watch WWE Smackdown together or so... but this is the first time ever I have watched a WWE television show without Dad there to watch with me.. I do hope Dad is watching as well and I know he will always be in my heart for a long time.... tomorrow I will probably go see Mom and see how she doing and etc.. I just worry about Mom is and etc and I also hope there is a way Mom would know for sure that Dad is not there to comfort her and talk to her somehow...
I will be taking this one day at a time and I'm glad ya all are offering to give support to me for me to talk to and more.. that I will take ya all up on the offer shortly (or so when I am 100% ready)..so dont worry... I'll be fine for now and more... ahh...
