Well, I cant remember how I felt during those lectures cuz I had no idea what was being taught in the classroom so I just daydreamed during those lessons.
If I could go back and had a terp in the mainstreamed setting and was getting educated on the history of hearing people but not deaf people, then I probably would feel detached. I even remember thinking that I would grow up not being able to be independent because I didnt know anything about successful deaf adults and what kind of work they can do. I was frightened about my future constantly when I was in high school.
