~*Kaelei*~
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I just want to say, I support all of you guys.
It doesn't matter what sexuality you are, what matters is who you are and who you love. For so many years, I've been so blind about about homosexuality. My parents has been drilling into me ever since I was a child that homosexuality was not okay, it was against God and that I was not ever to speak or hang out with them. I also was encuraged to make nasty remarks, never once got into trouble from my parents as they support of the action. Boy, was I ever wrong and I am so ashamed of my actions and of my family. I will tell you a story that has completely opened my eyes.
I have known this boy Brian (Not his real name, but is using fake name to hide his Indenity) ever since 6th grade and we have been really close, more like a best friends. We have been dating off and on during HS years and we have even became engaged during my Jr. Year.
Well, in January of 2005, he has told me that he no longer can be engaged to me, not when he's unsure about his sexuality, that he may be gay. I was beyond pissed that I screamed at him, threw a ring at him and refused to talk to him for four months. I even told my parents of the event and they have even told me that they kinda knew that he was gay and has never accepted him, not since we became friends in 6th grade. Well during the Four months, he has pleaded me to listen to him and to please forgive him.
Four months was the hardest for me, as he was my best friend and I still loved him. I finally gave in and listened what he had to say. He told me that he loves me, and I was only girl that he achually loved. But he could no longer keep the important thing hidden from me, not even we have been sharing everything about each other. A friend has encuraged him to try out his sexuality when I have been strongly against. He has taken me and a friend named 'Jessica' to the Gay club to show what he is getting into. Well, it has clearly opened my eyes right away.
I admit, I was shocked and horrifed at first but later turn relized that they're just like us straight people, only that they are loving someone they are in same sex. They only love each other, and the sex you are doesn't really matters! I told Brian that I was so sorry, that I'm so ashamed of my actions and how I has been putting down gay people down with nasty remarks, and I was even more horrifed when I have relized that he has heard me say all those things when he was with me. I was shocked that he stayed with me, knowing that he was gay inside of himself and I was pleased that he had strength to tell me the truth in my face where there has been possiablity of me rejecting him completely.
He had tears in his eyes and he has accepted my apolgy, he told me that he's just so grateful that I have competely opened my eyes and see what's really there and what matters, instead of listening to my family beleifs. Ever since, we have became stronger in friendship, sure we still love each other as I think the reason why is because we were each other first love but never less, we moved on and became a really good friends.
I just want to say I support you guys and I think you're awesome, and whatever your sexuality is, doesn't bother me at all. What matters is who you are, and that's enough for me.
It doesn't matter what sexuality you are, what matters is who you are and who you love. For so many years, I've been so blind about about homosexuality. My parents has been drilling into me ever since I was a child that homosexuality was not okay, it was against God and that I was not ever to speak or hang out with them. I also was encuraged to make nasty remarks, never once got into trouble from my parents as they support of the action. Boy, was I ever wrong and I am so ashamed of my actions and of my family. I will tell you a story that has completely opened my eyes.
I have known this boy Brian (Not his real name, but is using fake name to hide his Indenity) ever since 6th grade and we have been really close, more like a best friends. We have been dating off and on during HS years and we have even became engaged during my Jr. Year.
Well, in January of 2005, he has told me that he no longer can be engaged to me, not when he's unsure about his sexuality, that he may be gay. I was beyond pissed that I screamed at him, threw a ring at him and refused to talk to him for four months. I even told my parents of the event and they have even told me that they kinda knew that he was gay and has never accepted him, not since we became friends in 6th grade. Well during the Four months, he has pleaded me to listen to him and to please forgive him.
Four months was the hardest for me, as he was my best friend and I still loved him. I finally gave in and listened what he had to say. He told me that he loves me, and I was only girl that he achually loved. But he could no longer keep the important thing hidden from me, not even we have been sharing everything about each other. A friend has encuraged him to try out his sexuality when I have been strongly against. He has taken me and a friend named 'Jessica' to the Gay club to show what he is getting into. Well, it has clearly opened my eyes right away.
I admit, I was shocked and horrifed at first but later turn relized that they're just like us straight people, only that they are loving someone they are in same sex. They only love each other, and the sex you are doesn't really matters! I told Brian that I was so sorry, that I'm so ashamed of my actions and how I has been putting down gay people down with nasty remarks, and I was even more horrifed when I have relized that he has heard me say all those things when he was with me. I was shocked that he stayed with me, knowing that he was gay inside of himself and I was pleased that he had strength to tell me the truth in my face where there has been possiablity of me rejecting him completely.
He had tears in his eyes and he has accepted my apolgy, he told me that he's just so grateful that I have competely opened my eyes and see what's really there and what matters, instead of listening to my family beleifs. Ever since, we have became stronger in friendship, sure we still love each other as I think the reason why is because we were each other first love but never less, we moved on and became a really good friends.
I just want to say I support you guys and I think you're awesome, and whatever your sexuality is, doesn't bother me at all. What matters is who you are, and that's enough for me.
I have been regreted about what I say about the GLBT in my past when I was young till I realized that I was gay... Everyone do learn, and also one more thing I learned is that, never judge till I know what it is. 
