Thank everyone...
I decicate this thread to my Dad. my family and friends in my real life.
Also to AllDeaf since it is 258 and cool place to have chat, etc.. I learned alot of new stuff here, sometimes weird things. I also get some new ideas, etc... I am glad that I made new friends here even ones that I went to school with- I got to know them again, they get to know me again since I am changed person in the real world, not same old plain person when I was in High School (I was nerd and dork back then).
As for running for office, I am tryin again someday not right now because I wanna focus on college, my own current life... I don't feel like to run for one right now, and plus I rather to focus on my consituents at my college as a Student Senator. I have wised up, I was younger and crazy, tried new stuff are running for office, and I've relaized that everyone are way older and wiser than me, so now I know better.... It shows me that it wasn't my time to run for anythig, maybe in few years later, who knows?