Eli_Boon20z
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I admit been hiding for long time without make it by future. I had dropped out high out by 19 yrs old. I know i feel like very stupid but you know my interest is motivation on my hand. I had went ged but its not lucky because it aint my first language From english. That my problem is english. You know i dont give up but my inside want starting act like careless and depression because i dont want help from them or my family. It so lately because i had enlist on job corps but i been waiting for 3 yrs and 3 month right now. You know i dont go on with social life because i feel pain so hard on my heart cause whatever i see to people got fun and afford than i am. Its so much frustrating by everyday because i seem on my life like cut off by single every day. You know why it all my hope is not go to well. I just ****ing 21 yrs old and its alot of shit go on everything but it only my hope for job corps get me there tho gettin it. I been grow up with my father like his hobby most of time by auto mechanics and repair computer and motorcycler also cooking. I do same his hobby too but i wish this got my future too but i disgraceful to my father .
If i dont make it by job corp then i dont know what im gonna do with my life..
If i dont make it by job corp then i dont know what im gonna do with my life..