Hello! A late welcome to AD! I totally understand your feelings because I experienced the same thing growing up. But don't let that affect you! We all lose friends along the way regardless whether you are hearing or hoh. Its a process of life. Eventually there will always be those who cherish you and become your support.
I also agree that being hoh have shaped me into who I am today.. I see things differently from others and I think my view on life has been a generally positive one despite the setbacks. I think I am quite privileged. Like you, I am aiming to be someone who can make a positive difference in someone else's life 
Good day to you!
