Memad, I have never met,nor spoken to you. My advice is to take your medicine. Being a policeman, I deal with people constantly that refuse to take their med for one reason or another. When they done take the meds, their sense of reality seems to change a bit. Then they cannot realize that they need the meds to keep them calm,cool collected, and rational.
Now, If you look at my profile, you can tell taht I am all abou tmy family. My wife and daughter are the two most important things in my life. But family takes work too. You must talk to her. WHen she does/says something you do not like.Take a big breath then calmly tell her that you disagree or dont like being talked to that way. Talk your problems out. To run off and have sex with another woman will not accomplish anything but more problems in the long run. Relationships take alot of work to be successful. They too require you to do what ever is necessary to work. Marriage is easy, just like parenting or even raising a dog. You get the marriage you deserve. If you put no work into your marriage, you deserve a crappy marriage. If you bust your ass and do anything necessary, well, you deserve an awespme marriage. Thats what I have. Do we argue, sure. Show me a marriage where they do not argue, and I'll show you a marriage where one or both people dont care about the rel;ationship. They will eventually fail and divorce.
Keep working hard, work with your wife, take your meds, do what is right. Shortcuts get you short rewards.
