Hey AJ, do not worry about those ppl who talked about it. Just forget it and you can cry and talk about her all you want. I would if it was my friend. I dont know your friend but the way you talk about her, you miss her so much. Just let your emotions go and cry all your heart out. 
Check your pm and we can talk anytime you want. You got me and other friends who care about you and who you care about.
