Aw AJ, I know you're hurting hon and I'm really sorry to hear about your friend, I know you missed her and want her around, but sometimes sad things will happen to those we truly love, and sometimes we may feel like we lost hope and don't want to live anymore because someone we love died, and it's hard to move on but it doesn't mean she is gone forever, she is still here in spirits, looking down at you and smiling knowing you truly do miss her....I know you want to see her murderder punished for the crime he commited, sometimes they go free, sometimes they don't, but whatever happens, it doesn't mean it's over, cause it will hunt him for the rest of his life, and he shall see when his time comes....
Now she is an angel up in heaven, and knowing how much she touched many of her friends lives and keep them in her heart forever....
AJ, Please don't quit, if you need a break, that understandable, but you had made some good friends here, and we will hate to see you leave...and beside you have lighten up this forum from time to time, we do need you AJ, so please think about it.... 
