um I've been single for exactly 2 weeks. When I revisit the good memories, my heart sinks and I miss her very much. The memories we made are very special to me. When I don't think about it all, I feel good to be single again. It's quite tough to manage both sides of the fence. Despite my hardest efforts at moving on, I still think of her often. Sometimes I wish that time could be turned back so that things could go back to normal (like when we chatted regularly), before everything fell apart. (Now there's ignorance or lack of communication) It sucks feeling helpless when I think that I could have done something different to change the outcome or make it work.
The biggest lesson I've learned is that there are things in life that one cannot predict nor control, and when it happens, it is best to accept the inevitable and move on.
That's hard to do cause there's that little part of me that doesn't want to move on.
No matter what, I'm still gonna keep trying and do what's best for me at the moment, which is 3D animation.
