Ha, Ive been ashamed for too damn long, its shown me I need to get out of here and go find my life, not someone else's. It's high time.
If that means not speaking to my father ever again, then so be it. I can't go around being jealous, its acceptance for what it is. I don't need his approval to be me. I dont need his reassurance to dream. I just need to get on with my life.
