In your fantansies, Not mine. 
I am a strong Christian with no urge needing to experiement with sexuality matters. Most people who fall for it do experiment and they usually end up realizing homosexuality is not a very healthy way to live not to mention that homosexuality is a very dangerous activity to be involved in.
There are two types of people and one that inwardly knows homosexuality is wrong and has no desire to experiement and the ones that are weak and have a need to find out for themselves which could have tragic conquensces if kept up with it or even one time. All it takes is just one time to catch HIV / AIDS which is a frightening prospect, not to mention that God said it is illegal and that basic knowledge is handwired in all human beings that it is wrong and not a very normal behavior, even with no religious upbringing they still do know homosexuality is very contrary to normal human behavior. Being a homosexual is like playing Russian Routelle with one bullet in a revolver pistol. Very suicidial behavior, actually to be a homosexual. God said it is illegal plus very high risk behavior.