Hi , I can see where matty coming from. I have been to deaf school but have forgotten some asl . Where I live there no deaf club or deafs in my area that I know of. If there are I haven't seen them. (small town) I can read asl probably 60% of the time but am out of date, in hand, body and mind as I haven't use it in years because there wasn't anybody to sign with. Chit I am now 59 and was just turn down by sorenson because I told them I was rusty, do have some oral friends online and would love to get sorenson to get my asl up to date. I figture probably 6 months it would take with sorenson and afew friends calling me twice aweek for 15-30 mins each call . They know I am rusty, even visited one not long ago in person. Biggest problem I have is small town and darn cheap they are , leave alone asl classes in college as I can't afford it and surely can't get help anywhere here. ASL classes should be free for the deaf but isn't here. Bad enough couldn't even get real-time when I needed it the most as again town, court, lawyers are to darn cheap and don't care. I know it's against the law and do have my rights but this town sucks, would have to travel 100 miles or more and be lucky to find a lawyer that would back me 110%. Well enough of that chit here. Only if sorenson woud let me have a VP-100 I could be up and running in no time with the help of afew online firends. Sorenons doesnt' look at it that way, I can understand if a person didn't know any ASL but I do , just gotta be given a chance to get myself going again. Can't get going if I have nobody to sign with. Was hoping sorenson was my way out of my world but guess it isn't as I have been disqualified without them even checking my history recorder. Most think there only 3 worlds out there .(deaf, hoh, hearing) Well that isn't true, there another world between deaf and hoh and that is where I am at and probably end up staying as I seem to be stuck there.
sssssshhhhhhhh club is hoh as they are closer to the hearing world if you know what I mean. From reading here , if I am right your still young matty and living in NYC where there help, so don't give up.
I spend most of my time online and in de chat room that I have just opened, as least I have something to do then just sitting and watch tv, at least it more fun. LOL
Oh, don't tell me to move to another town/state because I can't even afford to move, leave alone where to move if I could.