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not just socialize ... but even work eviromiments too ... I feel totally left out too ... but sometimes i have to tap on their shoulder what are they talk about .. but i just simple hate summary story that's it ...  i want more details from them i know they talk allot of details but they gave me simple summary ... sometime i feel that they don't want me to know everything .. but That's life .. i just simple be chill out and sit back and watch them ... few times i tried to walk away and they jump and get me back into the crowd again ... I said ohhh okay and sit back and sigh ... one time one chick saw how lonely am i .... she  came and keep me company with notepad and write which she went to store and brought it and came back and keep commuicate with me which was impress me big times..  later on i just found out that she had the crush on me but she just realize that there is lack of commuicate with me but we still keep in touch with each other once awhile which is better than nothing ...