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pinkster
Guest
In the morning
I see you sleeping peacefully.
And my only wish is that
You'd be like that forever.
I'm so tired of hiding, of avoiding;
For fear of being found.
I tried to stand strong,
But you knocked me down.
I look out the window
And i remember all those snowy days.
We'd run around; you'd build me a fortress
And call it our castle.
But gone are those days of innocence.
I wonder when it all disappeared.
I realize it's been much too long,
and I search for the door.
'Cause I have to go away now,
As far as I can.
Slowly I rise and pause as you stir,
I quietly slip on my jeans
And hold my breath as i zip them.
Carelessly I throw my shirt on,
And slip into my sneakers.
Tiptoeing across the creaks,
I dont see the bruise
On my face as I pass the mirror.
7.26.03
~
its not about me .. just something that stumbled out of my hands at work.. Inner strength is so important..
I see you sleeping peacefully.
And my only wish is that
You'd be like that forever.
I'm so tired of hiding, of avoiding;
For fear of being found.
I tried to stand strong,
But you knocked me down.
I look out the window
And i remember all those snowy days.
We'd run around; you'd build me a fortress
And call it our castle.
But gone are those days of innocence.
I wonder when it all disappeared.
I realize it's been much too long,
and I search for the door.
'Cause I have to go away now,
As far as I can.
Slowly I rise and pause as you stir,
I quietly slip on my jeans
And hold my breath as i zip them.
Carelessly I throw my shirt on,
And slip into my sneakers.
Tiptoeing across the creaks,
I dont see the bruise
On my face as I pass the mirror.
7.26.03
~
its not about me .. just something that stumbled out of my hands at work.. Inner strength is so important..