let me translate it in ASL for you:
because me don't want kill myself, but dead me fear not, but i know people kill themselves, me don't want that. because me don't want other people to see me kill myself"
premise 1: I don't fear death.
premise 2: One's death may cause others to suffer
premise 3: I know the consequence of one's death on others.
conclusion: I don't want to kill myself out of respect of others' feeling.
*toss hair*
