You are so correct that I am not a hearing as well as I born deaf that I accept my deafness completely for the first time after all those years and years. After all, I finally found my true identity that helps me to heal my mental and emotional situation. It takes time to adjust myself after I was suffering for a long long time.. It s hard because it flashed back into my life again that s when people who are very audist attitude and dont have any respect for d/Deaf children.
I am still deaf no matter what because I cannot hear every comprehension words all the time that is very truthful. Any devices doesnt make you into a Hearing person at all.. It doesnt work that way after people refused to accept it or face the Deaf reality as is.
Thats why I felt Devices are wasting my time. I m so disqusted people lies about our deafness all the time for years and years.
Denial is always bugging me by those audist attitude people.
Thanks! Jazzy 
