OMG im sowwy for being super slow in replying! 
ur letter sounds very well written from the heart -- i dont believe Dani would actually just DUMP u as a friend (at least im saying this from my instincts altho it can be wrong at times)
if u would like to chat in IM -- PM me and i can give u my AIM sn where u can find me at
hope it goes well for u Deafdyke!
