mld4ds said:
Miss Pissy,
I thought you dont want a marriage. Does that mean you are pregrant? When your child reaches to adulthood and meet the ADers, ADers will tell the true facts about your attitude, your odd and werid psychology, flaming good threads, refuse to work for white people, your failure to dream in filmmaking, and surfing and typing on your Sony computer while expanding your wide butts....
Do not dole the child's welfare and get your freking rears back to work and you will earn handsome salary so that you can afford to purchase a new house instead of living with your mama's or in section 8 apt.
Yeah because there are many men deceiving women these days... I wish for marriage to perfect guy, but oh well that just dream, so forget marriage.
No I am not pregnant. I said if I have a child, doesn't mean I am pregnant.
Why would you make a threat like that? See there a deceiving person on
AD.
I thought a child would love their parents no matter what.
Failure in filmmaking? I didn't even make any film or try....
When I was in Gallaudet in 1992, the first dream I had was to be
an accountant or actress, I didn't know what I wanna be.
Then I went to LeMoyne Owen College in 1993, so I learn accounting
but flunk them.
And then I went to Gallaudet in 1996 and met a professor who teach
at tv department... so I majored in that.
Then I figure I was too scare to make film and seeking actors to do
my project, I figure, film isn't for me. So I tried to change my major
to Business Adm or Computer major, but I didn't get a chance
because people there were giving me a hard time... and even boys
standing in my way, acting like I am the only female on Gallaudet campus.
So I left Gallaudet and went to LeMoyne Owen again and
I major in Business Adm... and I got my degree in that... YAY!!!
Me, mom, aunt, nephew, and little cousin when to Disney World in Orlando...
I enjoyed myself there.
But then jobs were hard to find.... my sister was jealous of me
having a college degree... and invite mom to japan, and tell me
I can't go... I got upset and mom put me out the house and I went to FSU...
to learn film there, because I wish to work at Disney World in Orlando.
But then I liked English classes, because I can write and tell my story...
And it was so fun... and I thought about writing a drama play or a book.
But then people at FSU were bothering me, trying to set me up with date, a fat blind man... I was trying to tell them that this isn't a movie, "Mask".
So I got put out.
And then I went back to Gallaudet in 2000 to try to change my major to English...
because I want to write a play. But the English department said no because
my grammars are messed up.
So I was stuck with tv major at Gallaudet, I didn't like Gallaudet...
I really want to try CSUN, to see what they have available there....
Then I major tv there, but, ack it was too much problem, and
I really like Deaf Major, and I was gonna try to get master degree
in special education... but then there are too many requirement...
So forget that... and plus I didn't like the people there and pesty men there.
So I went back to Gallaudet in 2003. and stuck with tv major,,, and
Professor there said the tv department is closed... and told me
to major in something else...
And then I said well I can major in Art or Photograph, but I would
hate to waste another 2 years to major in that...
And so the Professor took me to see the Dean... and
the Dean said I can go ahead and take tv classes and continue
major in tv... so anyway, I took tv classes and graduated with
a degree in television in Summer 2003.
And now I tried to look for jobs such as Blockbuster, walgreens, walmart, goodwill, and KFC, I filled out applications there... but they didn't call
me...
Or maybe my mom hung up on them, because my mom wants me
to work at big company such as Fed Ex or other...
so that I can work behind the desk and wear a business suit...
but I told mom that that isn't my dream...
I don't think I can work behind the desk and wear a business suit...
because I can't type fast in WPM...
And I can't answer phone or any secretary work...
So since I am not doing anything, and just taking some film classes available here in Memphis, I don't really want to make money in film, so I just doing
it for a hobby... and I ignored the teacher there who mentioned film festival and stuff, I am not interesting in that...
I was planning to just make iMovie for my family reunion next year...
for families to see.
I just ain't gonna try hard to be a filmmaker, because there are
too many backstabbers out there....
So I just put that dream of being a hollywood filmmaker away!!!
The End.
I just hope my enemies out there know that... that they didn't
do anything to hurt me... or stop me from doing what I love.
I can be a hollywood filmmaker if I want to, but I didn't make
any effort or trying to.