I don't know, that's one of my fears as I hurt just doing normal household stuff. Depending on the job I suppose? It has been almost 6 years since the injury and about 3 since my last surgery. Its not bringing me down, no worries there, as my close friends have cautioned me as well.
What if my back wont hold up? Why suffer and make myself worst?
I guess when money is tight you will do anything to make ends meet... Im just tired of living month to month on disability that doesn't go far... But then again, with my pain meds and all, they probly wont accept me anyways now. As long as I don't have to do a lot of lifting or brawling type stuff, I may be ok, but still I hurt. And standing all day will kill my back as I cant really stand for long periods either... kind of a sucky situation, but I am bored, I am restless. I have always been a heavy laborer and its killing me to just sit around, but the pain also keeps me at bay as well... so damned if I do and damned if I don't...lol