apologizies..

darkangel8603

darkangel8603

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Hey guys.. I wanna say i am sorry for my outburst last night. For all the swearing and stuff.
I was not in a very good mood last night as i was pissed off with my school, and rs and stuff. and i also had a bad bad headache. I know, some of you would say well then you shouldnt be online or take it out on us. but that is the weakness i have, once i am angry or something i just blow up and start yelling at people and stuff when they say the wrong thing.

so i am sorry for my outburst last night, i am sorry for swearing and stuff at you cookie monster, and i am sorry for arguing with you alex and everybody else whom i had argued with.

I often keep my feelings inside me til there is too much things inside me then it start to boil then all the sudden it burst.. that is me..., which i need to learn how to control that part. probably why i am still seeing the physchologlist heh..

anyway, i am sorry..
 
DarkAngel, in a way, you and I are a lot alike when I was your age. However I will not make comparisons between you and me because you are your own individual and I am my own individual. Inviduality is the key here, eh? It's great to own up to one's behaviour and especially to apologise for something like last night when it was so recent instead of trying to justify for it. I admit it is quite commendable that you admit you acknowledge this and apologise for this so quickly. I also admit it is so admirable you admit you are seeing a psychologist when you don't even have to share this intimate detail with us.

Since you shared something with us, I shall share something with you. I registered at AD before under two aliases which I am so sure other ADers know. The other two aliases (which Alex knows about, smile!) they are Freaky and Socrates. Believe me, Dark Angel, I was no saint as Freaky or Socrates. I loved to stir shit as I am quite the controversial character. I am a strong- opinionated woman that believes in her philosophies however back then before I left AD, I didn't know how to express my philosophies without "agreeing to disagree".

I admit I flamed several threads and baited members because I knew how to push ADers' buttons until it was a mutual decision that I leave AD. I returned and I felt I had to be honest with Alex and let him know I was posting under my boyfriend's account. To be honest with you, Dark Angel... I was so afraid because of my past in AD and with Alex, I was nervous he would instantly ban me but he didn't. He was quite glad I was back.

You see, last night, I used "tough advice" on you because I wanted you to see that baiting other people would not only make you look so bad but deep down inside your heart, does it solve anything for you? It adds up so much toxicity and negativity. I know you don't want older people to nag at you when you already have your parents to nag at you but my dear, we've seen it all. It is best to walk away before the mud is so hard to wash away from your face. Take it from me, I am extending a hand to you and if you ever need advice from me, PM me!!

Don't forget this, you've just made a great start healing yourself by apologising and be sure to tell your psychologist about this!! *hugs* P.S Apology accepted as long as you forgive yourself and hug yourself too, *hugs again*
 
Oh yeah, I remember you aks Freaky and Socrates, Cookie Monster but we understand each other greatly. :thumb: I know... but it belongs past now. Yes, you are very different person since I know you aks Freaky & Socrates, I like you alot. :hug:

Excuse me for topic off, DarkAngel. :hug:

Here is my answer on your thread, DarkAngel

wow, I like you and admire you for your honestly, DarkAngel :hug: Don´t worry about this.
If you want to express your feeling to cool you off then you CAN do that but without name ADer like what ADer often do that in any threads here.

One thing, I would like to apology you if you felt my post are bit harsh to upset you in your other thread. :(

Yeah, I´m the same as you when I was your age... eeh... :giggle: I grow to learn alot and improve my mistakes..... Sure, everyone make mistakes, but they CAN improve their mistakes... I beleive that this forum is good educate for anyone to improve their mistakes... Right?

I like you for your admit and honestly... :hug: :ily:
 
your is forgiven, glad you come up and apologize like this...you are one brave girl and know how to admit it. I admire that...

:thumb:
 
DarkAngel...you are A-OK in my book. :) Like Tweety said, hang on...things will get better for you! :)

Cookie Monster, I remember those screennames....especially Freaky. :) I remember all of those Chickonary words you used. LOL Of all the three screennames, I like "Cookie Monster" the best. :)
 
Hi DA, I am glad u did this. It takes alot of courage to do it. Not too many ppl can do that. But I am glad u did it. It shows that you can do it in the right way and knowing that you have made a mistake. Hang in there girl. You are still young and still have lot of learning to do. :hug:
 
DarkAngel,

I do agree w/Cookie Monster's comment: Don't forget this, you've just made a great start healing yourself by apologising and be sure to tell your psychologist about this!! *hugs* P.S Apology accepted as long as you forgive yourself and hug yourself too, *hugs again*

I would say thing as same Cookie Monster's comment..

Accept your apology 110% as long you have done great learn lesson.. I'm very truly admire you!

Applaud-wave!

P.S. Don't worry about RS' situation.. Don't let him reilable you rest of the case.. *press the button ingore him*
Take care *smile*~:)
 
DarkAngel- NO BIG DEAL! Don't worry about it.. Your forgiven.. It's best to expess from your feeling and don't hold too long or u will go crazy. Rs just being put all of us on his attention list which he do enjoy see people to get suffer or angry.. alike i did but i will have to put him on ingore list but again he would realized how he been messin with us and he would get ban.

hugs hugs
Rainbow rocks!
 
allllll this time cookie i thought u were ur bf that my one friend was ranting abt... grrl U really got me good :-X HAHAH and yah u never know me unless u seen my mouthing off and being suprised but u are right

baiting and creating plms isn't the way to go...

as for RS ingore him u may not like him just let him go he has NO call no right to degrade poeple but this is as understandable alex's final descion u can't change that only alex can....

as much as i disagree on the previous thread on *sad news* well its part of life we must face our adversaries. they the ones that shows up how to stand up and not leave based on words being said theres ALWAYS the ingore button and most of all
theres always PMing Alex to tell poeple to chill out...

yr forgiven everyone has thier bad day i had a bad night last night and todays a new day only im irriated and sick i just quit smoking afain so bear with me
 
There is few people here need to apologize to darkangel for attacking him in first place. I have not see anyone say it yet to him.
 
jazzy said:
There is few people here need to apologize to darkangel for attacking him in first place. I have not see anyone say it yet to him.
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Umm...DarkAngel's a HER. :giggle:
 
yeah...and angels are GIRLS right? (well I always seen alot of angels with halos and wings look like girls anyway...)
 
You will be doing fine, because u were honest with ur problems and want to be forgiven, we're forgiven and you are already a good person that wants to learn from mistakes. :) *hugs*
 
DarkAngel, don't worry about it. You've apologized and you're starting fresh. I applaud you for apologing. Enjoy your stay at AD! :thumb:

Cookie Monster, I didn't know it was you, P...!!! But now I understand the reason why you hid behind Cookie Monster sn, but glad you made peace with Alex and came forward. Welcome back to AD, P!! :hug:
 
:applause: Hello DarkAngel!!!! I commend you for being so brave, and coming forth with your apology like that. We all have a bad day now and then, and sometimes the easiest person (s) to lash out to is your friends.

Today is a new day, and you started it off right. Give yourself a pat on the back and also for being honest with your feelings, what you're going through, and how you're handling things the best way possible.

You will be fine, you got everything out of your system now, and it's time to move forward and start fresh.

Hang in there girl, you will be just fine and go forth with a positive attitude!!! Take care of yourself!!!! :hug: :hug:
 
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