Thats ok That's a good question helped me
to think about "how was I abused emotionally"
Let me put this way: I used to give lots of love
and then I felt that I was being taken advantage of
and felt insulted, hurt and destroyed. After that,
I am not able to give lots of love. Looks like
every time when I'm in love, then I'm the one
getting hurt. Not worth at all. (I was reading
everyone's posting above at this special thread
going through difficult paths of lives at some
various kinds)