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Anyway, other subject what I had been through with my ex boyfriend.
After college I got a good job after 3 month unemployment I got a appartment straight way with the help from the social worker. I take care of my new life... I met & fall in love Graham & let him to move to live with me within 6 months after our first meet. I was puzzled when he asked me to cancel the holiday book to Tenerife which I planned with my friends before I met him. I told him firm that I won't let my friends down because we planned it for a long time. He respect me... That's I realized how person he is... possessive & jealous after let him to move with me.... I suddenly notice when he suggested me to add his name on my appartment. I rejected it & told him that I rather wait... (Oh god, I'm very lucky - I know an experience what I had been through in the past). He dislike an idea of what the kind of life I use like to have... something like that... I met Red Rum at her work every Wednesday for chat & also met my friends etc. sport etc. He want me all for himself... He dislike me to bring my friends to my appartment... (incl. Red Rum). I was shock when he started to hit me... I knew straight it would come so I want to throw him out of my appartment... He plea for his forgive... I gave him the chance... I was in Tenerife for 2 weeks holiday with my friends & had a good thought about our future... After holiday I asked him to leave my appartment because I know it's no good future for us because we're too different. He won't go...because he love me... He started to hit me again for little things... I escaped to Red Rum for the help... The situation goes worst... I begged Red Rum to stay with me for a while... She can't bear anymore of Graham's insult on us... so she brought her boyfriend with her... it stop Graham do something to me... I become scared of him & realized how my mother did with her 3 husbands... I knew I can't carry on like this so I told him to leave because I don't love him anymore... He realized that I stay firm so he tried to threaten me so I ignore it & was about went to my neighbor but he stop me & become very abusive & beat me up so I took kitchen knife to defend myself against him to let me go out. I cut his body with the knife to hurt himself then run away to neighbor to call the police. The police took him away... Oh my god... I'm glad that I'm doing right... Accord court order, it must be 10 miles distance between my home & his area... He's not allow to near me... but I still am scared to be alone case Graham come to kill me so I begged Red Rum to live with me. She's always be there when I need her. She always is there to comfort me & support me during family life & Graham's condition...
I feel more relax & more happier since Red Rum moved to live with me until I married & live in Germany... She went to Australia for 1 year working visa one month later after I left for Germany... met her husband.... We saw each other for a first time after 16 years no see in 2000/2001. We still talking about this...
